I loud Sammie

Ahhhhh...Woman it's fine! You're going to be fine. Just think of it like this. When you write that stuff, you are letting your emotions flow from you, but your source of release is a pen. that's healthy man. Writing that stuff out helps you. Then you don't just hide it. You show it to people who you care about. And because you do that that shows that you are strong.

You are HEALTHY! You aren't bottling it up. That's good. You have a source of release. Never lose that becuase when you lose that, then you are more likely to lose yourself.